haix...give an opening speech...haha...today cross country run...on duty, so never run....but stand until leg very tired...haix...today must alone eat lunch and dinner....AND!!! i got alot of hw haven finish....ytd very slack...nvr do until...haix...today must ao tong xiao...haix....tmr nid to go church help to do the funfair preparation...then later go dance...then later go tuition...i feel so....so....haix...i dun feel like going to church to help the funfair thing...cos i very anti-social...then i no frens there....then i aso dunno i can help wat...cos i very mi hu 1 mah...i scared i do wrong thing...haix...dunno y my sis got so many frens...but me leh....always must zhuang chu very quiet, cos i dunno how to communicate....haix....
now i want to make happy songs...but nao zi li come out de always sad sad tune and sad sad lyrics...loneliness...haix....tmr somemore got test....AHhh!!! i dunno wat is it....feel like shouting very loud....haix....i dun like ppl say my math very gd...i can feel the stress surrounding me...i cant deny that i alittle happy lah...if not happy means not human liao lah...lol...wat am i toking abt...out of point...haix...think tat im goin to fail my lit, ss...eng!!! Ahhh...cannot fail eng...if not will die!!! really cant breathe....i've been surrounded by time, studies and relationship(bu yao xiang wai hor)...lol...haix...wish the doreamon come and 为我伸出援手!!! lol...dou shen me shi hou le, hai you xing qing kai wan xiao....haha...very cold rite...haha....lol...yea...tats all...go and do my tuition hw liao...haix.........................
